The flip side of ‘never enough’.

After 54 years of

Self-help books

Therapy

Training

Coaching

Medication

Healing

Exercising

Writing

Meditating

Talking

Trying

Changing

Or deliberately letting go,

I can still not just sit still without doing anything.

There is ALWAYS a purpose, an idea, a suggestion, or a goal behind anything I do.

It is very easy to make sitting still into a thing.

The next challenge.

The ultimate proof of not needing anything.

Working really hard to Just Be.

Buy an app.

Buy the books.

Buy a course.

Start your 10,000 hours journey.

Just to scratch the itch.

I am so fucking restless.

So full of broken promises.

So loaded with unfulfilled ideas.