What happens when you wake up?

So, spiritual awakening.

What happens when you

really

really

REALLY

realize, that everything is always exactly the way it is and can’t be anything else, and there’s nothing you can ultimately do about it, and if it seems that you can, that’s also just what’s happening?

Well.

You wake up grumpy.

You snarl at the cats.

You spill a cup of hot coffee.

And swear at a client or a family member or someone in traffic.

Or you’ll be happy as fuck, just like that.

Because

life is always exactly the way it is and can’t be anything else, and there’s nothing you can ultimately do about it, and if it seems that you can, that’s also just what’s happening.

Hahaha.

Confusing, right?

Where’s the constant bliss?

Where’s the non-stop floating on clouds of contentment?

Where are the endless, uuuuuuh, orgasms?

Not here.

At least not constant and non-stop and endless.